Its been a while, and again, I left my beloved place-to-sulk-and-throw-out-my-anger. Early January I went to KL again, with a colleague and of course, hubby boo ;). Well, I have been helping out my dearly friend to organize her grand wedding in July this year soon, planning this and that, buying this and that, although not all planned stuffs came out so well.

Anyways, January KL trip was better than our November trip, well as for me, I mean, we ladies, the shopping craze, moreover I was with a colleague (also a lady of course) its getting crazier of course keke..

Gotta meet my fellow dearly buddies, Volksie and 5the, and not forgetting our MyDin trip ahaks. The craziest of all.

After that January trip, as soon I got home, I had severe PV bleeding, and this was the first time after one year plus of marriage. I diagnosed myself (too lazy to go to the clinic) and only went to see the gynaecologist 3 days after, I was too tired and jet lag (righhtttt, as if it’s a long flight anyway.. I was just too lazy to get off my big butt from my bed, :P). Although my boo kept on nagging me to go to the clinic but I refused. He never forced, he only asked me once (usually early morning) and that’s just it. He won’t ask more.

Once I got to see my gynae’ist, she advised for D&C and yeah of course, I should be doing for sure, and I had 1 week off after discharged. Well, I guess, we won’t stop trying J we are still young ( I am young, hubby boo’s getting old :P .. kiddin’!!) But after what had happened to me .. us .. Hubby boo never say anything bad, negative. He’s being he.. a cool and a person with lots of patience.

Well… I’m thinking of test tube babies.. keke.. why not?? *wide grins*

I was expecting to carry out my last night job today, because as far as I know, I have been delegated at the same place for almost 2 months now. Since... well basically I AM delegated to be at the same place today actually, not until when I came to the office with my cheerful mood and saw my name was crossed out and was placed by somebody's name. And it was written by that somebody.

How can be that fucken stupid bitch being so goddamn stupid, that she wrote by her own handwrting? And It really made me to start off my day being the most unfriendly person, and I give THAT face whenever people asked, and I just carry out that's bitch's unfinished miserable jobs which were so unattached and it was totally messed up.

Yeah, that's me, my attitude, which I will only like that when I was fucken pissed, as far as I know and one of close colleague actually told me this morning that, she had never seen me this pissed, and it's a good thing, that I didnt even attack that bastard actually.

I just meet her and talked to her, what on earth was her problem that she did this to me, and this is not her first time. By the way, I talked in a nice way, of course, and she was like one of this most innocent person with that innocent look, that she said that I wouldn't mind at all, and more over, she said, the jobs and orders that she left were all in orders and waiting it to be carried out. Yeah right, she messed it alright! And I told her how messy were her works.

I asked if she has any problem with me. Because previously she did something which humiliated, not only my work and also with other officers, to the other team, who works and cooperate with us everyday. Whatever she had done were totally not professional. Imagine this, she put a large question mark with a red marker pen on every each of the incharges' during my shifts, income charts, where most of us, will usually do and top it up for others, to cover out mistakes or any left outs by other shift from the eyes of other teams. And whatever she did, was so fucken unfriendly and selfish.

This bitch I KNEW, was a soft-spoken, with that naive looking, and properly mannered, hard-working, and to summarised, she was a nice person, and she's my senior, and was very very patient person. PEople around has been talking bad about her at her back that I can't see any single mistake on her, that some of my colleagues usually made fun of.

But now I know, my other seniors told me, that is why they didn't close with this fucken not so naive person. HOnestly, it had come to my mind, that I asked myself, what on earth is wrong with this lady? She looks as if she doesn't know anything, although I have came across that she had done some unnecessary stuffs and wrote in her reports, which totally out of line, which I thought she maybe did that to remind herself .. maybe?! I just can't believe that the person I used to respect turned out to be the stupidest, back-stabber and selfish person in this professional career!

But after all what she left to me today, I have made such a splendid job and I get it all done, in no time and handed it over to the other team with no hassle at all! And I've overcome all these professional and within our ethics. And I ain't praising myself, that was what told by my staffs. And my team today were so fast and great and I love that.. being fast and energetic! Praise to Allah!

... and Ive got it permed *ahaks* I love it, it looks sexy. While typing these, I am watching the re-run of Miss World 2007, I watched it live few hours ago, alone on the couch having juices and peanuts, and so there goes my diet being ruined, by the "peanuts"

Miss China won this year's crown, well, I can't say much about her, I paid too much attention on Miss Angola and Miss Malaysia actually, which at the same time I was watching Kimora at E! so that's my saturday night, It has been.. ermph relaxing so far.

Hubby went out with his buddy for ermph boys talks I guess. Since I woke up early today, I have been spending the saturday on my hair and my body .. pampering myself and there goes Ka-Chiiing~~~

I have a new big tote, I wear to work, Hubby bought it from me, and I never asked how much, and I didn't noticed the brand, because I never came across with this brand. It's nice..very fine leather work, looks way more better than my Louis Vuitton's totes but, it is a gift, so I usually never ask.

I have been carrying this tote to work since last month, its spacious, big and I can even put my laptop and my lunchbox in it hehehe.. Until one day, a colleague, who was well-known as a big spender, asked me how can I afford this bag?

Well, obviously, I was surprised, stunned, with such question. She said "This must've cost thousands, this is BOTTEGA VENETA!" Then she showed me her small purse with the same brand which she claimed, that was the only thing she can afford from this brand.

My other colleagues were looking at her, and I was still... BLUR?! I went online and check on this product, and yes it costs... thousands..

I went back home, and I asked HIM .. how much does the bag costs him. He told me, and I smiled to my ears ...

If only I can afford these bags, (which they call my bag as Large Cabat) Link I will buy one each month... It's nice, very very fine leather work ... Bottega Veneta .. Milan Designer's Leather Bags

Surprisingly, it has been around since 1960's. And the one that I have been carrying to work.. is one of the best work of the traditional woven leather signature. 

My english isn't a perfect one. With this blog, I am polishing up my writing skills, although I might ended up posting craps, but who cares, It's free to write almost everything here

Working like hell lately, less day offs, and the last LONG day offs I just had was last week, which I spent it in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. It had been a short but nice vacation. I gotta see my fellow bloggers from Malaysia, and I felt the warm welcome, I could see such an honesty from their eyes, thanx Fifi and Volksie from Lea's Merepek Box

It's almost 3months after our last vacation to Labuan, Malaysia. I know for this ... at least 2 years, I will be working like hell, wishing that I can further my studies, after the third year, hopefully!!

Just started to join the team, February this year, it has been an amazing journey of my career so far, and it has taught me a lot, a lot more than during my college years. It has been such a good team, well.. although sometimes, I have to admit that I began to fed up with some of the members who turned out to be selfish and such an assholes, but we can not say much isn't it? That's the nature of working, earning pennies for a living. Gaining new skills day by day, polishing up the managements and I love it when I work with a bunch of people who made the day went so smooth.

Enough with my work stuffs, or else it ended up sounding as if this blog has changed its theme already.

Say hopefully, I will write more soon. But without pictures/images now, because I just found out that my storage has exceeded already, and I just couldn't afford to buy the additional packages for this blog. I just wanna write and write.. why do I need the images for anyway? .. Cheerios.. G'Day readers..

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I miss my beloved hubby, I see him everyday, but I just missed the moments in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. He has never been that sweet/romantic.. That's the best vacation so far.. I was in cloud nine

Essentials of life aren't always the food or clean air or clean water...etc. Since our vacation I was back with work and the busy life, didn't have much time for ourselves. Had family gathering last weekend, uncle got admitted again for his urinary retention, and they said its infection, I can't say much, mom was there most of the time and me being so busy with work and hubby's work.

I had the day off yesterday, went to the city searching for DQ's oreo blizzard and at the end it turned me down that most of DQ's branches were closed (maybe all branches), I have been craving for it since saturday! Oh well not my day at all, and so we ended up going to our apartment which I had it for about 5months ago and we haven't moved into it, not until next year.

He had been hinting on having a good massage, he was sitting on the sofa and I went to the kitchen to make him tea, I went back to the tv room and switched on the dvd player and the tv of course, resting for a while before heading back to our parent's house later the evening, which will be a two hour journey. Well, he had been hinting of getting massage, and I just realised I had been saying to him every time I was about to go to bed that I didn't get enough of him yet, after our vacation. He was busy doing a research, so I usually slept first and he only got to join me once I was about to wake up for work very early in the morning.

Anyways, cut the crap out, I didn't massage him, I just went straight to our room and to unpack some the stuffs I just bought for my new room. He followed me to the room and again he said "I need a massage baby" I turned back and I saw he was grinning to his ears.

You guys know what? He can be so annoying when he's bugging like this, thus I removed his clothes and began to massage him, on his back, it was his moaning that I couldn't stand with, as I said earlier, I hadn't get enough of him.

When I sit at his back giving him the massage, my minoras' were rubbing each other that turned me hornier. I kissed his back and necked him that he turned and pulled me on top of him, we were kissing and he undo me and got me topless tasting every inch on my body. Till he concentrated on my bossoms, I moaned harder that I couldn't stand for anymore teasing that I was about to undo his pants and he caught my hand and undo mines instead, he was bit rough and bitting my thigh and yes I love this part more, when he flicked his tongue, savoring every bit of it and when he proceeded to my pleasure spot while fingering me, and yeah there I was purring and whining, and yes then I had enough of him. WHen I was about to go on top of him he stopped me again..... he pushed me head to the south side, and commanding me to do the job... hmmmph.. he said I am a bossy lady... HE IS BOSSY in BED!

I never had enough of him... I want more, though I had three of it yesterday *evil grins*, I want some more.. Sex is Essential of Life

I used to watch LOST, PRISON BREAK, DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES and korean series, like STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN and FULLHOUSE. Since I started to work with my team early this year, I didn't have much time to spend on TV series, not even to watch TV as much as the old days, only get to watch like three times per week? Yes I am very busy..

Last few days, I was shopping for groceries with my sister, and stopped by at the video shop, and one of the TV series boxes caught my sight. "Grey's Anatomy", "House, M.D.", I was into E.R and SCRUBS during my college years, I was into medical although I nearly made it, being one of them, and since I ended up being in a different field, which made so fucken busy.

By the way, I ended up buying the boxes, Grey's Anatomy, 1st and 2nd season and guess what? I finished the first 9 episodes in one night :) and I am watching the 5th dvd now and will finish up the 2nd season tomorrow morning. I like the scandal, and the rare cases .. the scandal more.. lol.

If whatever happened in that series are true, I think I might be moving or even migrating to US soon hehe... After finishing this series I'll get the House M.D :)

I am a workaholic, workaholic such as I love my work and thats my life, my hubby said, I am bossy (well I guess, I am earning my ownself)

So we went to Labuan, Malaysia, an island where they called, a diver's paradise :) well I didn't go for the diving though, I aint such person. When Im going for vacation, I rest having massage, spa, walking around and buy small things look at different environment, sleeping whole day long on one the days, walking around and just walk and nobody cares for who you are, and you don't have to greet and meet other person you know as in relatives, friends or colleagues.. and yes that is vacation for me :)

Didn't get to stay at the 5 star hotel, cos it was too far inside, and too many of MY people there I know, cos it's weekend.. and so I decided to stay at the 1 star hotel, which only have one FAMILY room left, and I took it, I just need a place to stay, any beds as long as I can hump all night long :P

As soon as I arrived there, I mean in the room, I removed my shirt and jeans and bra and lied on the bed tuck myself under the blanket, and my hubby? A'ah you people.. started to think of it now? My hubby there as usual, flipping and opening all the cabinets to see if there's something that he can play with, he's my boy who loves to play with everything... but not me :p..

We arrived there around 10am, we checked in but I still have that motion sickness, I didn't even able to walk straight from the terminal to the Hotel, I didn't even double checked with the money changer like I always did, I just, changed and leave, and luckily it was, okay, and yeah hubby checked it for me of course, I was too tired, get off from work and straight away going via that freaking boat, i got the sea sick and threw up at the few minutes before arriving, and all in my mind (when I was in the boat) was to be in bed sleeping.. and so that was my vacation.

Well, I didn't actually slept right away I removed my clothes off, of course, despite the tiredness I had, somebody just couldn't stand playing with the cards he found in the drawer, and so he "played" with me. *grins* Don't say more.

Both of us went asleep and awaken around 5pm, and the first thing came out from my mind "Hon, I am hungry, where can i find KFC here?" *grins*

So I had my shower, put on my clothes and off to KFC, which took around 3-5mins walking from the hotel. After having the fastfood, we walked around, searching for a seafood centre, hubby been there before, Labuan, but he hardly remember where the seafood centre was, then we ended up arriving at the food stalls selling barbecued foods. You see, I love it when hubby is working so hard, searching for things, he knows I loved seafood so much. I didn't force him searching for the seafood centre and I asked him just stop over at the food stalls, I could see him sweating, like a pig, I couldn't stand seeing him sweating like that. I have done some other bad stuffs...

I have been busy with work and when I got home, I just say things that pissed me off at work to my hubby, sometimes I shouted and got mad at him, although he never made me upset or mad, he always been there for me, patiently and supportively. I tried not to do it during this vacation, which, you know, early this morning he woke up early and he couldn't sleep back, he has been watching the tv and I was still asleep (on and off) he was planning to bring me for breakfast, but I was just too lazy and ignored him. When I was wide awake, I was talking to him about something when he made this "whatever" look, and it made me think for the rest of the day until now, that made me to write this.

You know sometimes, I couldn't help myself and ended up being selfish, I just realised it this morning at the hotel. He pampered me, he supported me, he spoiled me and yet I ended up myself being so goddamn selfish. I know he's gonna read this, he's there sleeping at the sofa, as always, ended up himself sleeping on the sofa while watching his tv.

We went to the dry market, and I walked fast after we checked out this afternoon, I just.. feel guilty.. I love this man, for his patience, but when he gave me that look, I realised I have gone too far, was it my arrogance and ego? He never say out things that hurt me, he has been so patient. BUt once he's being straight, he'll be slow and "gentle".

And now I am comparing with my past life, though some of you will say "what done was done".. My six years I haD wasted spending time, with a guy who tended to understand and loved me for everything and anything I was, when he ended up said to my face that I didn't have any life at all and whatever he did to me was just decent courtesies.

I just don't want that to happen again. Me and my hubby knew each other, for only three months before we got officially together, and it didn't take us years. I wonder what will happen after six years? If I carried on with my selfishness and arrogance... my selfishness and arrogance should be left at work only..

Love, if you're reading this, forgive me.. Let me know if I go beyond the line. And again, Thank you for the weekend break ... I love you for who you are, always..